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ok lack of updates well first of i went on my surfing trip for a week amazing no lies the waves there always barell ever time so yeah it was fun cause i stayed in the hamptons witch is like ritch as friggne hel the biggest house in norht america is there has 63 room 43 bed rooms 18 fire places :{} any way so yeah i did a lil body boarding i got bareeled on my body board i surfed to but it was really tight to barell so then i surfed every day got drunk withc wasnt fun when i had to clean up my friend spuke then i surfed last day of surfing waves got up to 10 ft wow and i got barelled o yeah then o and that day some go was going for a wave and nose dived on his neck on the sand bar and broke his neck so then i came home and home is amazing to be home to see my baby i love her missed her dealry then i got home and played a show witch was kewl with shatter the spot light and some other band and it was pretty kewl pits were nice then wat else latley um i been ive recorde with the band check it out http://www.purevolume.com/synonymsforher
any way um so i had my gfs b day i mad this kewl tape for her video tape like hagrad she loved it and then i showed her that i had flowers for her then we went to the habagis restant it was nice except waiter thaoght i was a girl and he was on crack so i slept ofver that was nice then she had her party which was also fun me joe and ray slept over its fun being a mom so any way other then that i just been practing guitar alot trying to finish my piece but then i alplied for the gap hope i get that job well g2g im exptied for school to strat weird pace
i love stephanie
liveloveburndie
atreyu november 21st 24 with taking back sunday check it out
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[07 Aug 2004|02:43am] |
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well today i had band pracite and a show it was good we did good so did lucked out it ws nice time with my gf and friends and joe so yeah tired and board palying classical and yeah well tommorw i have a party its a luall type thing o yeah im going on a 6 day surf trip with my friend its gunn abe fucikng amazing im gunna miss steph like crazy bu till call her every night wellg2g nite kids
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[03 Aug 2004|12:58am] |
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well havent updated sinceive been so busy i coulndt even put my pants on so yeah lately ive been just hangin with my amazing gf and stuff rpacticing u know its going great and any way just been chilling with joey and roy he got his licenee nice we went off roading a bit and yeah to lazy to right pace
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[29 Jul 2004|02:26am] |
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Well well any way havent updated first of its amazing to have stephanie back wow awsome that day was funny i had practice then we had no ride home and my amzing gf she is picked us up and we walked in the rain befor she got us and i just jumped on top of her . so me and joe chilled and her house amazing we wats hagrad funny movey then i got drunk whcih im not doing again for a while throwing up is the wrost thing lol then i passed out sitting up then i went ot band pracitce cool then stpehanie came over wats ched moveys now im here i love her goodnight
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
LIVELOVEBURNDIE
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
ATREYU
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
GOODNIGHT
i will not be broken i am the one that bleeds.
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[25 Jul 2004|01:18am] |
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any way i miss stephanie so much wow u people dont n understand any ways yesterday i just sat around played guitar hung with joe and roy but yeah were having this upcoming trip to island state park and its supose to be u know guy type thing but roys brining lauren and ok shes nice watever but its sopose to be guys now that shes going that means ejs ggfs going i mean wtf wheni planed this trip every one agreede no gf s but now everyones gf is going wtf and i know if roy and lauren cant fight for meore then like 60 min toghater then how they gunna lst 2 days grr its gunna runint he trip w.e any way today i cleaned more and played guitar ive been realy playing guitar alot latly and i talkted to my baby theres only 2 days left hehe yes then i went to see ron burgondy i give it a 6 out of 10 i wnet with matt then this dumb fuck int he arpkinglot asked if they wanted to race us on fet sot when we pasesd them we cursed them of hahah any way o w i m home talked to my baby and im gunnna hit the bed well good night commnet
liveloveburndie
one cut for every kiss
one slice to my skin for everytime i wrote the words i love you
for your decieving eyes
one more little slit just cause youre not around
to stop me from doing this to myself
these drops of blood run down my arms and into my palm
those lovely tears roll down your cheeks when you realize
what it is that you have done
im dying
to know what happened
between you and him
im dying
im dying(im dying to know what happened bewtween you and him)
im dying
im dying
one cut for every kiss
one slice to my skin for everytime i wrote the words i love you
for your decieving eyes
one more little slit just cause youre not around
to stop me from doing this to myself
these drops of blood run down my arms and into my palm
those lovely tears roll down your cheeks when you realize
what it is that you have done
im dying
to know what happened
between you and him
im dying
im dying(im dying to know what happened bewtween you and him)
im dying
im dying
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[23 Jul 2004|12:55am] |
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well last night i had bp sounded good befor that i had dermtolgsit apoinment took blood ouchy but i was all touhgt abnou it lol but then i hunged with joe and roy and ej we swamn at my house i slept at joes then we went tot he beach at the next morenign then i got home i fucking cleaned up a storm then i went to joes and hung with ki and joe and then we went here swamn then were about to go to sleep i miss stephanie so much wow like u poeple dont understdan i ve been dreaming about her i feel like a piece of me is missing but she gets back in 3 days i cant wiat and she got me a gift and my parents and my friend joe wat amaizng girl i cant aiat to see u babe well g2g
see you guys in the dream land
liveloveburndie
nick
Broken this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason
I feel so broken up (so broken up)
And I give up (I give up)
I just want to tell you so you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one
Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone
And something's breaking up (breaking up)
I feel like giving up (like giving up)
I won't walk out until you know
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one
Here I go so dishonestly
Leave a note for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone
Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go, there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one
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[20 Jul 2004|07:35pm] |
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hey today was awsome welllast night amanda and jenn cam over for swimn fun tehn slept at joes and sat around and got to play guitar and sing with joe then stephanie called i was so happy then we talked for like 40 min then when i got of the phone i was upset little teary but u know i was all tuff about it lol jk but yeah i miss her alot then today went to the beach waves were PERFECT clean 4-6 ft awsome got alot of rides in then we saw jenna nd amanda kewl then i went home and ate cut the grass on my own willthank u very much then stephanie called we tak for like 15 min i miss her so much i cant wiat to see her . well ok g2g by comment bastards o yeah im in promise the stars now
To see you when I wake up
Is a gift I didn't think could be real.
To know that you feel the same as I do
Is a three-fold, utopian dream.
You do something to me that I can´t explain.
So would I be out of line if i said
I miss you.
I see your picture,
I smell your skin on the empty pillow, next to mine.
You have only been gone ten days
But already I´m wasting away.
I know I´ll see you again
Whether far or soon.
But I need you to know that I care
And, I miss You.
(i miss you)
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[18 Jul 2004|11:22am] |
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WELl havent updated in like 2 days well 2 days agolet me think trying to remeber wat i id 2 days ago well yesterday i had bp which wen tgood we tried out another singer and wensday were gunna try out joey i think s he gunna get it so then me and joey and matt drove around passed by people and screamed lol singing he died of and other stfff then we went to my amazing gf house and sat around hott tob im gunna miss her shes going on vaction for 10 day idun o if i can make i ltol but today i hang out with her befor she goes i might cry lol if she starts to so any ways o yeah 2 days ago i went to the board walk with erik and alexa and stepahnfunfun wakled around they went int hte water i did nt we sat till sunset fun then we went home . well g2g eat breakfest commnet momfos
liveloveburndie
lights are on i wish i was home
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well yesterday i sat home intill i went to band practice then we tried out 2 new singers then i went to white castle and itwas pouring we saw to people walkiing so we opened the iwndows and laugh then i got home and slept over stephs which was amazing we sat around for a while then we rented euro trip very funny and butterfly effect which is amazing then we stayed up intill 430 and it was just amazin just gazing into eachotehrs eyes falling asleep next to someone like her is just underscibal then i woke up which was a mazing to her wow then we had panakes then lucnh then home which was boring and i walked my other baby simba for a walk which was nice i thought me and her needed the walk then i got home and listened to the unforscene stuff sounds good then i found this which im getting tired of is people is people leaveing fucked up comments in toehr peoples journals and u know wat the worst part is they never leave there name which shows there to fucking pussy to leave there name cause they know if the wrong person lets just say myself sees its them will go aftert that perosn and will beat that person and choke everylife out of them intill they beg me t o kill the m butill just smile and let them suffer any way dont do it anymore
well g2g
liveloveburndie
Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what told the truth.
Standing: in the corner you start facing the wall alone.
Shaking: you crawl away.
But by now you've been so consume.
You gave it up for a dirty dime a dozen now you're layin in the corner so lonely.
Locked up. Locked down.
So down and out.
I'm watchin you die slowly.
Standing: in the corner you start facing the wall alone.
Shaking: you crawl away.
But by now you've been so consumed.
Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what's killing you.
And I choke at the sight of you.
And I choke.
Yeah you're turning blue.
Do you feel fine now?
Can I get away?
Get away from you.
Cos your broken edge is what's killing you.
Do you feel fine now?
And I choke at the sight of you.
And I choke.
Yeah you're turning blue.
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[14 Jul 2004|12:29am] |
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yo today woke up early saw the surf was nice so went srufing with stephanie and ray
got there it was rough little scarya t first cuase i paddled out and the rip tide pulled me in front of the jetty and i was by myself got little scared but i was all tough about it lol but i paddled away and started paddling in caught one then took it in warmed up with stephanie hehe went itn agian soonas i got it i got a nice one tore it up then after that didnt cathch much pretty much as the day prgressed it got rougher and rougher so yeah i saw jenn amanda and ashley and eric there said hi then stalkted to them so yeah i staryed little while longer we went back to sptehs house hot tub amazing after being cold then went to mds and droped ray off then went back to stepsh watched tv and fell asleep amazing then home and practiced los cabbos and now im listing to the atreyu cd well getting late
falling asleep with someone who u heart someone u heart some much is awsomethanks stephanie for amazing night and day
liveloveburndie
nick
I began my ascent at minue zero
You made so sure of that
You tried to keep me down here
Your complacency has been your downfall
Nobody made you king of the world
And I'm here to dethrone you
So kiss the ring motherfucker
It's my time, my time to shine
Grasping for the straws as they fall
Maybe you can make a splint for your broken ego
For your broken ego
So I say thank you for the scars
And the guilt and the pain
Every tear I've never cried
Has sealed your fucking fate
What did you take me for, a fool?
Or were you just too blind to see
That every effort made has failed
And there is no destroying me?
Hate can be a positive emotion
When it forces you to better yourself
You built me, constructed my desire
Perfected my hatred
Now I'm driven to be ten times better than you think you are
Ten times better than you think you are
Piece by piece I've built my walls
And burned the bridges down
That lead back to people like you
So full of malice, so full of scorn
You tried your best to crush my spirit
You tried to steal my soul
You pushed my back against the wall
And I broke it down
I will not be broken
Though I am the one who bleeds
I will not be broken
I am the one
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| NEW ATREYU CD SIMPLY AMAZING |
[13 Jul 2004|12:08am] |
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well today was simply amazing even thogh i didnt see steph tear but i hung out with ej jenn and amanda and nichole which was awsome well mornign woke up and cleaned my room befor my mom bitched at you how moms are u claen ur room then tehy make u doit again but nope she was happy so then i showered ej came went to wawa and ate and then we picked up jenn and we went back to ejs house and we lifted jenn played saga then went to a mandas house chilled then we went to the record storre and got hte atreyu cd which by the way is AMAZING buy it it owns u hardcore any way then we went to the pizza place ate then went to dunkin donats espresso then we went to rite aid and got hair dye gave my hair high lights its kewl then we chilled then wen to guitar lessons then went to peaches house that was kewl then here and wataching zoolander my mom was more pissed about my hair then my dad spirsing lynow im talkeing to steph nd me and billy arent in a fight good stuff so yeah so goodnight and its raining
nick liveloveburndie
I feel eyelashes on my cheek
And they lacerate my flesh
A pain so good
Put your hand in mine
Never let go
Never wake up 'cause I'm done with promises
I'm taking blood oaths
Feels likes you could kiss my imperfections
My imperfections away
And I would stand
Stand by your side until the sun turns the sky
All the colors I see in your eyes
I'll never need to see the sun again
There's enough light in your eyes to light up our little world
So take me, take my away
Kill me slowly, I'll never be the same
I swear to you, on everything I am
And I dedicare to you all that I have
And I promise you that I will stand right by your side
Forever and always until the day I die
The bite marks on my neck never felt so good
I'm losing control and it's all that I can do
Not to blackout and fall into lust with you
Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you
And I feel immortal and I want to make you feel the same
So stand by me as we immulate
We can burn in each other's arms
STPEH ur amazing yourmy heart and i cant live with out my heart rember thta
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[12 Jul 2004|12:39am] |
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Well this morning went ok worked out by my self then helped aournd the house i practifced guitar and i was waiting for joe new buddy plays guitar he didnt end up getting me tinitll like 400 so for like 3 4 hours i played guitar and slept and then he picked me up we jammed it went kewl kids a kewl kid then mett bassiest and drummer kewl kidds we ate then went to stepahnies mucho mucho fun then i saw som ugly bitch was leaving mean comments in her journal but since im nice ill leave the name anomys but anyway tommorw im going ot the beach with jenn amanda should be fun well any way wats been on my mind latly o yeah BILLY LEE LISTEN IF you read this i dont wanna fight anymore any way i finaly saw the new atreyu video yeah amazing so any way its 12 45 im getting tired and i have to go tot he beach tommorw so night fokes
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well today went pretty good i woke up early and joe called and he eneded up not staying at my house he just went with his mom then i went to ejs and lifted witch felt good then cut the grass did some chores then went to stephs house which was amazing we watched tv and laid aorund then ate dinner then nichole came over it was her bday kewl happy bday then me stephs friend ray he was kewl we liad around got home 100 kewl then im here 235 any way yeah tommorw im jamming out with kid named joe kewl should sound good o yeah by the way to any one who think s im a liar every word i say is true or i mean it and if u dont likeme go fuckur self just wanted to clear that up
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes to see you
This is for you, Everything i am
This is for you, Take it from me
Torn disbelieving separation
I close my eyes
But there is no escaping this
In your arms in your soul
I will be rejuvenation
Breathe me in
I am forever
Deep within I am eternal
I will return to you
I am with you always
I will never turn away from you
goonight world see u tommorw
liveloveburndie
Nick
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[09 Jul 2004|01:27pm] |
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so yeah this is my journal i figured i need somewhere to write
well i was the singer of unforscene but u know they dicided i was to hardcore and they want to change there music but i wont sell out my own music for some dumbass label fuck that but yeah so ill make another band and embaress them lol but best of luck to them so yeah yesterday hung out with joey and then stephanie shes amazing lol
then 2 days ago i went to the beach with nichole and stephanie ej and joe i got black
then 3 days ago i went to the beach with jenn amanda and joe surfed alittle the waves were horribel then they picked up nicely
so any way im just sitting here taking car of my mom she got operated on funfun
so me and joey have been hanging out like e very day thats kewl
so any way s its 133 and i dont know wat im gunna do tonight comment in my journal and tell me if u think unforscne did the write thing cause even if i could be back in i wouldnt cause i stand by my music
"please take your eyes of me,it's funny how fast blue eyes fade to gray"
-atreyu
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MARIELLE IS SO FUCKING COOL.
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